Sigh of Relief

After a bloody battle, seems we are finally settled.

Cleaning up the dried up tears, the crusted blood and the stained sweat from my soul

I finally feel like I can say that I am feel somewhat as if I am whole.

What turmoil this has been, many times felt like the end of me, of my well-being

Dealing with many demons is, in its own way, addicting

Not wanting to face the harsh realities of this disease,

preventing myself from seeing the truth of it,

looking away from it, but I faced it, took punches from it, received stabs from it,

constantly stomped on by it. Bloodied, wounded, bruised, confused by it all, but I would never fall, strong I always stood, and strong I will forever stand

With the wounds bandaged, the enraged emotional breakdowns are simmered down

I hope they remain this way

All I want is to be able to stay sane, at peace, be free like the summer breeze.

With a sigh of relief

wheeeewwwwwww