Paternal DNA abandonment

Robert Earl Ellis from Knoxville TN

We never had you in our lives, but we learned how to survive without you

From our Mother, the strong Black Queen, who always did what she could for us, singlehandedly 

So that we were raised within the common good.  Something you'd never be able to accomplish, as you are purely soulless.

Where's the father, No dad to be found

Two twin girls, beautifully blossomed into noble humans Abandoned at random by a pure coward

The second born sibling would throw emotional tantrums from the pain, the ache, the emptiness that resulted from such a brazenly cruel action.

Kids being raised without a complete family is an ongoing pandemic. It's time to end it, for fucks sake.

We've numbed ourselves, to the point of turning to stone, but the pain always seems to resurface, still. No matter how far we choke it, stuff it down. It hurts, worse than a scorpion sting. Why were we cursed simply for being born?

Dreams and hopes of a happy family Torn

By your cruel absence, fueled by your family's hatred and ignorance toward those with melanated skin.

It makes absolutely no sense why you left us stranded emotionally, mentally, physically.

Instead of loving us, which is what we needed, You chose to see us as a form of a debt

That you tried to avoid, and not successfully.

Now I have attempted to fill the void you left in my soiled soul 

with unsuccessful relationships

Stuck with a permanent chip on my shoulder the size of a boulder, that refuses to remove itself from the hold it has on me. The weight of it hardens my stance in this life. Giving me zero chance of being without strife for the rest of my days left on Mother Earth.

You hurt us, abandoned us, you tried to kill us. why do you hate us so much when you created us? 

You ignoramus...

You think we lost out, naw... when you cut out, YOU lost out

before we even knew you existed. How dare you have the gall to act as if you're a colonizer and my mother, the Black Creole Queen was your concubine? You're not even an acceptable enough of a mammal species to kiss her feet after they've been tracked in dog shit.

Knowing what you did, how can you continually live? I know the guilt eats away at your tar crusted heart.

Knowing what you did, makes it hard for us to forgive the toll it takes on our mental state.

How can you look at yourself in the mirror after stepping out and having no sort of involvement on what came out from your seed?

Well, all we can say now is..Take heed because your time will come, as your damage is done and too far engraved within us to ever be polished away.

You will suffer from the emotional rupture

Pouring from the souls of your abandoned children, eventually, you're going to have to listen to the hurt, the pain your actions have caused, and you will experience the vengeance of karma. She's not to be played with, and you did just that. 

Because when you see our names, and the personnel announcement of the fact that you did "help" create these two beautiful souls you don't even deserve to be related to, you will feel the shame of your deplorable actions as we are listed on the paper to collect your debited wager. In the form of finance and emotional penance.

Happy Father's Day

Robert Earl Ellis-aka Rabid Pest Infested Disgrace